See, nothing interesting...just needed to write something!
Monday, April 13, 2009
Why Not...
Hmmm, nothing much to write about. Have so many followers, haha...just going to write some nonsense, actually. Had a crazy few weeks lately...had my birthday. Turned 33, ugh. I would love to be 25 again. We went to dinner and then I had a girls weekend. It was a blast...didn't want to come home actually. Been a long time since I have stayed more than one night away from my kids, almost 3 years to be exact. Oddly enough at 33 you think you should know what your purpose is...ha. I think I have known once in my life and now almost every day doubt clouds my head. My life is actually pretty boring if you were to write a book. Yesterday we had Easter at the house, not once did someone say how are you? How are things? Sorta bugs me but then I go and think, what the heck would I say?!?! Unless they want to hear about Felicity re runs, the 3 loads of laundry I did or the floors I swiffered, then there would be nothing else to say. Sorta sad...These days SAHM's aren't praised nor found interesting, were they ever?!?!
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This SAHM loves Felicity reruns as well. One of my favorite shows!!!! I think you are incredibly interesting and have so much to be proud of!! Love Ya!
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THANK you so much Becky! I just read these...wish it would notify me that you had posted:) Really thanks for your wonderful compliments!! I know I am not the only one who needs them at times! I started this just to vent, really. I am following you and my sister, who I think are both great writers! I am not a writer but do have lots of thoughts!
ReplyDeletePS: I bought all 4 seasons and watched the whole thing...loved it:)
You have a purpose and you are fulfilling it! The reason so many sahm's are frustrated is because the world says they have no worth - but you do - SO much! This is a season in your life that will pass way too quickly. You need to let go of that "life" you thought you would have and embrace the wonderful gifts you have been given - your family. I know so many moms who would give anything to have the time to sit and play with their kids, watch Felicity re-runs and swiffer their floors, not to mention clean beautiful artwork created by a 2 year old beautiful baby off the wall (I think you should leave it - have her sign it!)
ReplyDeleteForget about what other people think, who cares? The only people you should ever care about what they think of you are your children - what will they say about you? The legacy you are creating with them right now is THE most important thing a mother of 3 girls can do. YOU have the opportunity to teach them how to act like a lady, what to expect from a boy, how to handle broken hearts - only you.
All I want for you is for you to feel complete and stop searching for whatever it is you're looking for to make your life matter. It already does. It matters to me and to so many more.
Now, I shall step off my soap box without falling and say goodnight and I love you!